It's Greg Here - C$'s Dad.
What a week it has been. I have written dozens of drafts for this post. These drafts contained so much venom about how the world has wronged me, by taking my special boy away. I have sworn at God, and cursed all aspects of life and love and faith.
But today I realised this situation I find myself in is not about me. I don't have to be angry, I don't have to be scared.
Charlie does not want me to be scared or angry.
I feel him around me everywhere. In everything I say and everything I do. He inspired me to heights and achievements I never thought possible. I was so caught up in what I could do for myself, that i missed the big picture. Charlie showed me what I could do for others. I truly have an amazing incredible ability
there is a very special reason why I havent finished that sentence.
I am sure this will sound like I am going mad
At the time I was writing that, I got a very strong message from Charlie that he is ok. It has left me with tears in my eyes and goosebumps on my skin.
I am sure that I will come across as a nut if I tell you all what happened, so i will keep it to myself. But I know now he is ok, he is with me, and he doesn't want us to cry for him anymore.
Thanks to everydoggy who has been a friend of Charlie's. Thanks to everydoggy who left a comment here for him this week. Charlie was not just a dog, he was an extreme inspiration who showed me how to love, and live life to the fullest. Its ALL an adventure, and it was that adventure that Charlie loved most about life.
He was my best friend.
Charlie, I love you so much buddy!
I dont think anybody will ever understand how much you mean to me, or the incredible bond we shared.
You were my best friend and I will always love you!
I love you Charlie
Daddy Loves You VERY MUCH!